Bill Wilson’s Blind Spot: Faith, Fallacy, and the Enduring Power of the 12 Steps

By Jude,
Bill Wilson’s founding vision for Alcoholics Anonymous remains a landmark achievement in the history of recovery movements — a rare fusion of practical psychology, moral philosophy, and spiritual action. His genius lay in distilling a profound internal transformation — grounded in moral inventory, confession, amends, and service — into a practical, reproducible programme of recovery. Where medicine and psychiatry offered little hope to chronic alcoholics, Wilson’s programme provided a means of psychic change and freedom — a path of action rather than mere belief.
Yet when addressing agnosticism and atheism, particularly in the chapter “We Agnostics,” Wilson’s limitations are evident. His attempt to appeal to non-believers is philosophically weak and rhetorically coercive. Rather than engaging sincerely with non-theistic worldviews, Wilson frames doubt as a transient defect rooted in fear, pride, or obstinacy. He relies heavily on logical fallacies — chiefly the false dilemma that recovery demands belief in a deity, and the strawman characterisation of agnostics as emotionally or morally defective. His arguments substitute anecdotal storytelling and emotional appeals for genuine philosophical reasoning. The underlying message is clear: disbelief must be overcome, not honoured.
The chapter “We Agnostics” repeatedly presents a binary choice:
“Either God is everything, or He is nothing. What was our choice to be?” (Alcoholics Anonymous, p. 53).
This stark framing is a textbook example of the false dilemma fallacy. It ignores the possibility of meaningful spiritual change without adopting traditional theistic belief. Additionally, by suggesting that doubt arises chiefly from “fear, pride, self-sufficiency” (p. 52), Wilson caricatures non-believers as defective rather than engaging with their principled reasoning — a classic strawman error.
For the serious agnostic or atheist, “We Agnostics” can be alienating, even offensive. It neither offers a robust secular path nor respects disbelief as a legitimate conclusion. However, it is crucial to recognise that the enduring power of Alcoholics Anonymous does not rest on the persuasiveness of Wilson’s apologetics. It rests on the practical architecture of the Twelve Steps themselves — a process that, when worked exactly as laid out, reliably produces the psychic change necessary for recovery.
The Big Book itself, when examined carefully, supports this emphasis on action over belief.
“Rarely have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path,” it says (p. 58).
The emphasis is on thorough action, not theological assent.
“Some of us have tried to hold on to our old ideas and the result was nil until we let go absolutely” (p. 58) reminds us that the obstruction to recovery lies not in intellectual doubt, but in the clinging to self-will and old patterns.
Most notably, the Big Book affirms:
“We found that God does not make too hard terms with those who seek Him. To us, the Realm of Spirit is broad, roomy, all inclusive; never exclusive or forbidding to those who earnestly seek.” (p. 46)
This spacious language — broad, roomy, all-inclusive — offers a very different spirit than the binary pressure sometimes felt in “We Agnostics.”
It is in the elasticity of the phrase “God as we understood Him” (p. 47) that AA’s true genius shines. Whether by design or accident, Wilson left open a path broad enough for atheists, agnostics, skeptics, and seekers. For many, the “power” they access through the Twelve Steps is not a supernatural entity, but rather an awakened conscience, a renewed sense of purpose, an alignment with deeper wisdom accessed through surrender, honesty, restitution, and service.
The Twelve Traditions reinforce this broader spirit.
Tradition Three states with unmistakable clarity:
“The only requirement for AA membership is a desire to stop drinking.”
No mention is made of theological belief.
Tradition Five reminds us that the primary purpose of every group is simple:
“To carry its message to the alcoholic who still suffers.”
The message is recovery — a new way of life achieved through action, not conversion to a set of beliefs.
AA’s survival has always depended on unity, not uniformity.
This growth in understanding is reflected in AA’s history. As Bill Wilson matured, so did his views. In The Language of the Heart, he wrote:
“We must enlarge and broaden our outlook. What we have is only a beginning; it is not the full measure of the truth.” (p. 276)
He also affirmed the full belonging of non-believers:
“The A.A. road is wide enough. It is as wide as God wants it. Some are atheist or agnostic. These people are on the road too.” (p. 81)
Wilson later recognised the vital importance of the flexibility inherent in the Steps, calling “God as we understood Him”
“perhaps the most important expression we have,” in a 1961 letter.
By the time A.A. Comes of Age was published in 1957, the Fellowship had officially embraced this broader vision:
“Nowadays the A.A. group, taking advantage of the latitude provided by the phrase ‘God as we understood Him,’ can make its own interpretation of the meaning of God.” (p. 81)
Thus, while “We Agnostics” remains a dated and philosophically flawed attempt to address non-believers, the living structure of Alcoholics Anonymous — through its Steps, its Traditions, and its evolving history — transcends those early limitations. Through action honestly taken, the Fellowship offers a spiritual awakening accessible to all, regardless of metaphysical belief.
For atheists and agnostics who work the Steps thoroughly, the results are no less profound. Through rigorous inventory, fearless amends, and sustained service, they access a genuine power — an awakening of conscience, courage, and clarity — without recourse to a supernatural deity.
Bill Wilson may have failed to fully imagine a recovery accessible to enduring non-belief, but the programme he built transcends that failure.
It is not belief that saves; it is action honestly taken.
Jude had her last drink on 13 March 2000 after hospitalisation and a three-month rehab that took her to AA meetings every night. She is forever grateful to her first sponsor, who guided her through the Big Book exactly as it was written, without imposing her own beliefs, allowing Jude to maintain her own — agnostic in theory and atheist in practice, as it remains today. In her tenth year, she started an agnostic AA meeting in London. Now, with twenty-five years sober, she is part of both the mainstream and secular AA communities and lives a life richer than she could ever have imagined.
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Man, I would have been proud to have put together such a well reasoned and complete compendium of the arguments for the 12 steps of AA while pointing out accurately the initial flaws regarding agnosticism.
Thank you, Jude.
Thanks so much it was fun to write.
Beautifully said. One of my favorite lines in the Big Book is found on page 164 of “A Vision for You: We realize we know only a little.” The wonder is, given the time and the upbringings of the author(s), that the “god stuff” isn’t worse!
A Dr. Bob generated book would have been a full-blown trip to Church.
Now, if we could just convince General Services to eliminate the word God from the Bigga Booka, we would be able to save Millions more alkies.
Jude, this is a very thoughtful and patient presentation of the “spirit” of AA. You do not get entangled in the distracting particulars that are often the focus of critics’ dissatisfaction and frustration with AA literature. Yes, Dr. Bob said something incomparably stupid when he said that he felt sorry for the alcoholics who are atheists and agnostics. Yet, he is the same guy who managed to capture the spirit and essence of the entire program of recovery with two words: love and service.
I enjoyed reading your piece very much.
Thanks so much that means a lot!
I think Bill W. was quite committed to the “God solution,” most especially when the Bigga Booka was being prepared. Upon close examination, almost all of the more liberal statements offer the chance to “make a beginning.” There’s a strong implication that you’ll come around eventually.
There is, however, some very good psychology underlying the religious language. The need for total abstinence was far from universally known and accepted as necessary for alcoholics. Joining the society of like-minded others hugely ramps up the probability of success for the overly independent. Self-examination, confession, and amends are age-old philosophical ideas and NOT the exclusive purview of religion.
There are lines in the book that could have been penned by a humanist. “Practical experience shows that nothing will so much insure immunity from drinking as intensive work with other alcoholics. It works when other activities fail.” BOOM!!! Bill’s great inspiration!!
Hard agree!
There was a time (before the ’90s) that the Steps weren’t emphasized like they are today. Back then it was fellowship that was considered to be the primary key to sobriety. Today fellowship seems to be secondary. I suspect the real key is both done in equal measure.
Thank you, Jude, for a very insightful and well written article.
Thank you!
Thank you, Jude for this inspiring, positive essay. AA needs you within our tent. Please keep writing.
I’m writing a book. Watch this space!
Please DO!
Hi! Great insight Jude. Wish those who are still suffering and have left the rooms can come across such messages. Thank you very much. I have been able to do AA sans religion since 1989 in a very religious society and Alcoholics Anonymous in my country. Jabu. South Africa.
Thank you so much
A well thought out article fully acknowledging Bill Ws huge contribution to recovery for all alcoholics but also pointing out the bias contained in the chapter “we agnostics “ of the Big book. This is the type of article that might help pave the way for what I consider is a much needed “Alcoholics Anonymous- the secular version”. A Big book for anyone who needs recovery but is uncomfortable with the concept of anything supernatural. Thank you Jude, a superb article.
Finally got a moment to say a heartfelt thank you. Means a lot coming from you.
Bill Wilson wrote that even his profound spiritual awakening was not enough on its own to keep him sober. He discovered that helping another alcoholic was essential to maintaining his own sobriety.
Indeed and ain’t that the truth!
I’ve been in AA for 16 years and sober. The God, Spirit, Higher Power, Universal Energy
and on and on and on I find so inconsequential at times. I believe in a God yet have no problem honouring another’s atheism or agnosticism. In fact I can talk to them about their stance more easily than a believer’s. At least I know the foundation from which their system has evolved. On the the other side of the coin I find a whole lot of speak that is so porous that discussion is impossible. The trouble springs from confusing fact from opinion. The discussion lacks a real sense of historical context and yet history in and of AA is a very valuable commodity. It becomes so innocuous. I should mention that so too is the basis for much of the sharing from atheists. It’s often a rebuke of a bad religious experience or an apocalyptic vision of where the world is today… how could a God allow all this chaos to exist? Very few comments are rooted in scientific or philosophical evidence. If one is looking to find a God of their own understanding, AA is for you. If you are an atheist whose atheism does not expand beyond the rejection of God based on what a nun did, a minister said or that there’ no proof then AA is also for you. AA likes to say my best thinking got me into AA. I never thought this at all. It was my worst thinking and now in AA I struggle to attend without wanting to remove God entirely from the program. But that won’t happen. So, the majority will go continuing to bastardize both sides of the coin.
I agree so very much. Thank you
Thank You Jude.
I am on the same view points with this God Bit… I was born and raised Catholic, parents started working the AA program when I was 10. I joined AA when I was 27, 14 years later I left AA, 20 years later I came back to AA and started working these steps again into my life,,,,,,BUT,,,, I now had issues with this God Bit, this bump in the road,,,,this brick wall I had now about God. What helped me to get over this was reading WE Agnostics. That sentence in there that read…..deep down in every man woman and child is a fundamental idea of God,i have and always had a fundamental idea of a god, sitting on a beach or backyard fire, looking up and wondering?? Also in the chapter How It Works after the third step prayer.. pg 63. lil ways down that page, the sentence that goes,,,,,,,”the wording was of coarse quite optional so long as we expressed the idea”. If that being said, what the founders meant by this, than, God to me is Spirit, prayer and meditation is talking and thinking, Him is It. Step 11. Sought through talking and thinking to improve my conscience contact with my Spirit as I understand it,,,,,,,by changing the wording but expressing the idea,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,this helped me and opened the door for me,,,,,,,to be….open minded and what I think and believe is what the early AA members were trying to get across,,trying to be all inclusive. What I also liked was reading this “God as we understand God” instead of “Him”. I am so glad I read the bottom of Page 63, “the wording was of course quite optional”.
Thank you, Brendan M
Could NOT agree more. It’s a beautiful thing.
Jude,
Thank you so much for seeing Bill as he really was. It helps so much to explain his “shortcoming” or is it a “defect of character”?
Your essay is one of the things that has caused me to start a podcast. It is called As Tim Sees It. Available on Spotify. I”ve been sober for 38 years and have often considered writing a book on AA.
I am atheist and have been since I was 15. I got to AA at 35 and have not had a drink or drug since.
Someday I would like you to consider coming on the podcast with me so we can discuss your essay. I think it is the best explanation of this limitation of Bill’s.
We are going to record an interview type episode once a month. The first one is already booked. My twin brother, Terry, sober 30 years will be my first victim. You can pick your month. If you choose to do it, of course.
“Philosophically weak & rhetorically coercive”, I love that turn of phrase. I’ve always felt that Bill’s writing on belief in the books was contradictory, belittling, & finally frustrated by folks who didn’t embrace his personal experience. He was much more open to atheists & agnostics later in life as reflected in his letters & Grapevine articles. My own opinion is that BW’s insistence on his spiritual experience being a universal truth rather than a personal conversion dependent on conditions is the greatest flaw in AA literature. Thank you for writing & sharing this Jude.